Feeling Lighter

Hello again

Until yesterday I didn't have much to chat about. That's why I've been quiet. I don't like posting for the sake of posting.

That being said...

I had a session of what is called Soul Touch Therapy. The only way I can describe this is gentle guided stretching with MFR and energy work all swirled into a loving ball of crystalline gold and indigo. At least, that's how I see it.

The session went as usual-her stretching me and sensing why areas were sore or hurting and guiding me to think about the reasons so as to release them. At one point, she heard the phrase "I feel bad." At first, we both attributed that to my grandmother whom is VERY vocal when she's around. We carried on, and when I tell you this is the most relaxing 2 hour span of my life each time...

The practitioner got out the room so I could get dressed and an emotion crashed into me. A thought I hadn't thunk in ages came to me. I had to call her back into the room.

You see, she and I first met at circles at a shop in town. I loved those circles, until I didn't. Towards the end, I felt not connected, almost like an outsider. I knew I didn't vibe well with one person, so I took it as that. However, I also took it as my now practitioner having something to do with it. Like I told her, I put her into the same space/bubble as the other person, and that was so wrong of me. 

It was a telling moment for me. I had to step WAY out of my comfort zone, use that throat chakra like I own that bitch, and release. She could have gotten mad. She could have said I couldn't see her anymore. But she was so kind and understood. She said I didn't have to even bring it up, but yes I did. My soul needed the release.

I have been working on my lower chakras so long now. The higher chakras are so much fun to live and experience in. But I put off the fact that I am a soul here on Earth to learn and grow sometimes. I need to focus more on that.

And do you know what helped the last couple days? Her reaction.

The immense feel of release.

The joy and bliss that interaction came with means so much. It's definitely a defining moment I hope to keep and cherish.

Admit when you're wrong. Admit to judging people incorrectly. You never know how much you need to let go until you do.